My thoughts on Cf

Soo.. I've spoken about my experiences but I haven't really gone into depth about my thought process and how I have got this far.
Well I guess you could say that the reason why I have got this far is through pure determination? or the fact that I'm brave? or a Fighter? well I don't see myself as any of those things if I'm honest, yeah ok I've been through a lot and always come out the otherside but that doesn't make me brave. That makes me someone who is determind to live, someone who is not willing to give up because the moment you do, even just for a second CF will beat you. It will get the better of you.
The way I see it is, its like a battle feild, you get the romans fighting (CF) and then you get the power or the spirit to fight them off, to keep them at bay (me). Every now and then the romans flare up and they try and start a fight but the power always wins in the end and then the romans are kept at bay again. Good always overcomes evil and this is why I am determind to stay as healthy as I can because one day soon that good thing will be a cure, or a medicine that will dramatically change my life. They are already trialing it! so whats to say that I won't evenutally lead a normal life? It's like climbing a mountin, hard work on the way up and you may come across obsticles than can cause you to take another route or even take a few steps back. But once you get to the top you can look down and admire the view. That is what I am aiming for! that is my ultimate goal. I WILL beat CF, CF WON'T beat me!