Well I still haven't heard from the hospital when I'm going to be having my surgery. I know I'm going to have it, I just haven't got a date yet. I'm really down at the moment because of so many things, mainly to do with my stomach but also because another CFer has died. It's so hard and it doesn't get any easier. It just dawns on you more. I hope that he is a peace now and that he didn't die in pain. Things with my lungs are okay at the moment. Going away did them a lot of good! I hate being in such a depressing mood because normally I'm a very positive person but lately I've been really struggling to find the inner strength and to pick myself up of the floor. I just wanna say how much I appreciate my friends always being there for me and also a few CFers that I'm quite close with. Including Martin and Vicki. The most loveliest CFers I've ever spoken too. I hope my mood can change soon because I'm fed up of feeling crap.
Thanks for reading,
Grace xx
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